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| Wednesday, April 26, 2006 |
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JIA JIA!!!
dont' migrate pleaseee!
though i know its only for like half a year, but DONT go please?
what will i do without my super breadman!!!
GAN CUP CUP!!!
how can you do this to all your fellow nigus!
:(
oh and ive finally set up a tag board.
due to mr ho hanloong and ong siyun's frequent complaints.
hoho.
so yep. it's time people! for YOU to say your peace
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just set up my new friendster account.
a really pathetic account that currently has zero friends and zero testimonials.
HUGE thanks to that idiot who deleted my account yep.
really dont know how to describe my DEEPEST gratitude towards you.
but seriously, if you're planning to do it again, do inform me alright.
i might consider throwing an appreciation party for you aft that.
before strangling you.
RAHHH.
presidential qna today!
skipped gp! haha. okay. i know that sounds wrong. but i'm just really happy we didn have gp. i mean, mrs samuel's really getting TOO grumpy nowadays for my liking.
bahh.
anw was pretty amazing how people actly manage to dig out so much and use it to grill the candidates.
oh wells. but at least i think they all managed to cope quite well.
so great job guys!and good luck for the results tmr!:)
aft school yiwei and i went to pledge out bone marrow.
and yiwei was being as bimbotic as ever. she took like 15 minutes to fill up the form cause 10 minutes was spent on talking. NONSENSE. HAHA xD
the prick was a little painful actly. at least more painful than i imagined it to be.
but it's all for a good cause. and i'm feeling awfully proud of myself now haha.
and besides, if i really happen to be compatible with a patient, i'll really do it.
i mean, to save a life. why not.
and call be stubborn but i really dont care.
there's absolutely no logic in apologising for sth i didn do wrong.
and im gonna repeat this once again.
im not apologising.
was i wrong to let it slip away? |
| and so she said at 7:42 PM |
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| Sunday, April 23, 2006 |
| so who's the fool now- |
this blog's getting stagnant agn. heh.
everytime i'll feel like ive got tons to say.
but the moment i enter the page, the whole trend of thought thing just gets messed up.
its such a constipated feeling. really.
council camp last week was kinda fun.
haho especially was really impressive.
thanks to shuhui and the camp ics for making the camp such a blast!:)
sometimes i wonder if we're ever gonna match up to the seniors' standards.
oh wells.
knowing more people over there definitely made things feel a lot better.
things're just gonna get better and better i hope:)
anw im just so glad i managed to survive this week.
though i barely scraped past actly.
cos im definitely NOT gonna pass bio or math test.
and im banging on the 20% probability that i'll pass my econs.
rahh.
and oh! my brother cooked dinner today.
in one word - fascinating.
so i hereby declare that my prince charming shall no longer be in an armour, riding on a horse.
spare me. who cares about that stunning white suit man.
MY prince charming shall be waiting for me in the kitchen, wearing that cute lil apron, with that messed up hair and that big sumptous dinner. haha.
xD
yumm.
i feel like such a fool seriously.
and its just making me miss all my old friends even more.
i miss the old days.
those good old days. |
| and so she said at 9:48 PM |
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| Sunday, April 9, 2006 |
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time really flies huh.
three weeks ago,
we were sitting at tcc, racking our brains thinking of what gimmicks to give,what videos and blah.
soon huat thinking SILENTLY, but miraculously, nothing coming out of the process and yong zhi stoning.
two weeks ago,
we were filiming our video.
that originally high-budget video which almost involved huge milo trucks, big fans and sawing off the lights. haha.
and stupidly wasting $7.90 on that hairspray when we could just use powder. rahh.
one week ago,
we showed our video to everyone.
how siyun blurted "vote for hwachong! vote for apollo!"
how spastic i looked in the video,
how everyone cheered for us at the end.
i'll never forget.
now, the results are out.
and only the two of us made it in.
but strangely, at that time, there wasn't a single tinge of happiness.
all i felt was a sense of loss.
i want us to get in together.
to scream and hug together.
this aint the results i want.
sitting with all the other elecs listening to the councillors, at that time wasn't exactly the easiest thing to do.
because i just felt lost. and fear was accumulating every minute.
and it hasn't gone away.
im worried about being the only councillor in class.
you know how muddle headed i can be sometimes. there's gonna be so much things to remember and do, but noone to share with, noone to remember with, noone to do with.
and what if. if i drift away from the class. i mean, during the elections, i was doing everything with potholes. can't remember how many class lunches i missed. i could feel it.
but at least i still has siyun. i still had a support.
there's this really awful feeling somewhere i can't explain.
and i dont know why either.
i know i ought to get to rid of it. because its just riduculous wallowing in such self pity.
but just tell me how.
to soonhuat, drunkard, siyun and wengchi!
thanks for everything. for being such wonderful team mates to run election with.
for all the crazy, stoney, tired, bimbotic,NURSE-y moments you've given me.
i really could never have made it without you guys!
- BIG HUGG :)))))))))))))))) |
| and so she said at 4:26 PM |
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